routine breast feeding working mom

Assalamualaikum....

Since aku tengah nak belaja menaip guna keypad iphone ni, so aku taip jela entry. Kang Moja menyampah lak asyik nak ws dia je. Haha

Harini busy sikit kat sekolah esok ada lawatan dari Maldives. Kelam kabut lah nak buat wall decoration and stuffs. But actually i like that job, requires creativity and once done the hasil is really impact my working mood. Haha

Rajin Maldives ni datang. Dengor citer dorang nak bukak macam program PERMATA gak kat sana. Datang lahhh, boleh belajar sama sama. Tapi alangkah bestnya kalau dapat free ticket ke Maldives sebagai reward. Lol

Oh tajuk apa tadi?? Rutin bf mom during work. 

This is mine....

8.30am - satu sesi

12.30pm ( selalu terdrag ke 1pm) - satu lagi sesi

4.00 atau 4.30- satu lagi sesi. 

Kadang kadang segan gak nak minta excuse nak mengepam. Lucky lah dorang ni faham and boleh tolong jagakan budak budak ni. Thanks guys. 

Tapi kalau hari busy sangat kadang kadang give up gak. Huuu. Rasa penat macam tak sempat nak korban masa dah. Tapi demimu Mel, ibu boleh. 

Ci konyel konyel, ci nanje nanje, adik yang sokmel ternade nade. - my forever favourite song to Mel. Dia akan senyum manehhh sekali. Mel ibu rindu. Huhuu. 

Gtg. Byee

welcome iphone

Assalamualaikum.....

Unbelievable betul rasa. Tau tak aku bermimpi nak pakai iphone ni dari duluuuuu lagi. Masa degree. Asal release je baru aku tengok tengok kat apple store. Masa dah kapel dengan Moja pon sama gak. Tengokk jeee...

And finally harini merasa gak pegang iphone sendiri. Tapi iols outdated lah orang dah iphone 7 kite baru beli iphone 6. Tak kisah lah janji iphone. Alhamdulillahhh...

Post feeling lepas guna? Biasa saja ek rasa dia. Tak rasa mende pon. Cuma dia laju lah, tak macam asus kitee tu. MasyaAllah betul rasa dia. 

So syukur lah dapat phone baru. Dear my black grey iphone, im gonna take care of u from now on. So dear please be nice and though. 

Thank you abang. 

Mel, if you read this later.... ketahuilah kita bukan orang senang masa tahun 2017. Harap nanti nanti kita dah senang. Tapi still jangan nak bersusah payah demi phone. Demi benda lain takpee. The unless you work on this field. Love you shayam

Master's story

Assalamualaikum,

Finally last two week i submit my paper which means unofficially graduate with my Master. Took 3 years for me to complete them. HAHA

Bukan lahh yang aku submit tu hasil 3 tahun punya writing, not at all. Tapi yelaaa sikit sikit lama lama jadilah bukit. Hikhik

Lega lah dah habis. Nasib aku ambik MARA, which kalo aku tak habiskan jenuh lah aku nak bayar full. Kalau tak disebabkan MARA aku malas dah nak habiskan.

The feeling of further study tu totally different bila mula keja govt, lagi lain bila umi yang selalu support dah takde, bertambah lain bila dah kahwin, pregnant.

Bila dah keja aku dah selesa, malas tu tuhan jela tau. Bila umi dah takdee aku rasa hilang support, nobody ask me how's the progress and stuffs. Bila dah kahwin nak melekat jek macam belangkas, lagi lah takde masa.

So bila aku mampu siapkan, go through all the processes rasa macam berjaya sangat dah. Penat tau dah buat whole chapter, tunjuk kat supervisor dia baca 2 3 pages je then cakap do it again. Chapter 4 and 5 are really the real struggle. Aku buat Qualitative so memang last part are really important.

Paling aku tak lupa, dalam pantang 15 hari aku dah mula menulis balik- bukan sebab nak Grad on Time, aku memang dah lebih masa pon, tapi sebab office education dah call, this is your last semester have to finish all before Oct, 31.

Tapi aku enjoy jee the moment tak stress pon. Rasa macam.... wahh hebatnya, sambil buat keja sambil susu baby. Haha. Tapi aku doa laa banyak banyak hopefully takdee kesan apa apa. Alhamdulillah rasa cam everything fine jer ni.

Mel pon before 30days lagi dah ikut ibu tengok UIA. tapi masa tu dia dalam kereta je. Habis jer pantang 44 hari, Mel ikut ibu jalan2 dalam UIA- jumpa SV, pinjam buku kat library, macam macam lah. Mel, if you read this later, i really want to tell you, we both are really popular at that time. Haha. People keep staring at you (bcs you are cute and you seems very small to be carry around, HAHA). Sorry sayang, but i swear I had prepare the most comfort situation for you.

And right before i start working after 3 months maternity leave, im done with everyhting. ALHAMDULILLAH SANGAT SANGAT.

Umi, this is for you. Really for you. I love you!

Next plan? Do feel like want to further more, but.... i want to go aabroad. HAHA. Tapi bukan sekarang lah, hopefully ada rezeki dan ditaja. Gittewww!

Ok lah. Manis rasa sambung belaja ni. Ambik positif jelaa. Kalau ikut hati memang stress but never mind pikir yang indah indah. Macam..... konvo dua line keee. Haha.

Good luck to adik2 yang lain. =)

Mel's Baby Sitter

Assalamualaikum,

Harini dah 2 hari aku hantar Mel ke BS. Macam nak test dulu lah before the real. Okkk lah tapi tak macam aku expect. Huhuuuu...

First day, dalam 3 lebih camtu, aku kat UIA, dia call. Kata Mel nangis tal berenti. Memang pecut laju lah aku khenn. Sampai tu dia cakap pasal Mel taknak tido. Nak buai.. -memang dari bincang itu hari dia ada cakap dah pasal buai, but i'm resist at first tapi..... dah dia kata macam susah nak jaga takde buai, have to lah. Hmm

Second day i bought a cradle. Electric one as she wanted. Tsk. Sorry Mel i really want to train you without it, but.... hmph. #iburedho

Then masa sembang sembang tu, aku tanya lah pasal bayar bulan niii. Total 350, alu hantar start 17hb, sepatutnya half lah kan... tapi dia kata rm300. Erk?

Moja memang dah spend untuk tu, tapi tah lah. And more worst is untuk cuti Deepavali. Since Mel sorang je bukan anak cikgu yang dia jaga, so dia plan nak cuti. Padahal aku tanya dah itu hari, dia kata ok. Tapi dah camni plakk. Frust lak ai! - harap untuk kalini jelah. Hmph

Taktau la attitude camana yang aku perlu ada dalam hal ni. Kena bincang bebetul dengan Moja ni. Huhuuuu.

Oklah nak tido, baby pon balik terus tido. Penat sangat gayanya. Byeeee.

Last night before write my final word

Assalamualaikum :(

Sad day. Baby always has swing mood on my final day of something. Last time, when i want to see my sv on early morning she didnt sleep till 5.00am- her first time has bold hair, she feels uneasy to sleep. Kot.

And today. She sick. I didnt say im not grateful. But i learn thing from here. Dont ever ever ever do things last minute bcs im no longer ssingle. Im now a mother, which always have another body to stick around and to take care of.

And supposed i send my final word (last chapter) tomorrow. But baby is really not well. She's having flu and not having good sleep. And i..... have to stay by her side. But... i really want to end this (study). Sobs.

And tetibaa the husband ask me to iron his baju. Camana dia boleh suruh aku iron baju? Alangkan nak makan pon kena cepat. Sebab taknak baby menangis before habis makan. Mula la nak drama kan. Hmph

Seriously penat juga jaga baby kat rumah sendiri which the whole house is yours. Be responsible to it.

Kalau rumah nenek, at least nenek masakkan atau potongkan bawang. Duduk rumah sendiri.... semua buat lah sendiri. Duduk rumah MIL lagi laa tak reti nak buat apa. Rehat relax je. Balik rumah sendiri, hamek kauu!

Baby please be nice. Ayah and ibu still adjusting. Pray for us. Tskk. Byeee.

Boobs show

Assalamualaikum =)

Dont judge, read first k.

So now my baby is 34 days. I month little plus laa. Tiap hari pon ada benda baru yang dia akan buat. As the one who crazily love the development, human development especially, mesti laa iols excited.

So when she (aku kenapa la asyik rasa anak aku boy and always say him? Tskk) at 34 days, satu perangai yang aku perasan, she tends to minum susu lama lama. Oh seriously memang lama ye penah sampai sejam setengah. Sampai nak terpatah pinggang aku even baring pon.

Lepas tu kan bila dah siap hisap dia letak tgn dia kat breast atau bawah breast, sekali muka. So bila aku tarik breast dia akan sedar.

Maka terpaksa lah aku baring bagi jee dia hadap tetek lama lama. Tak boleh tutup yee. Haha. Kalo dia x nak minum pon utk dia pegang smp laa dia dah betul betul lena.

Haihh anak anakkkk...

Dulu segan kann nak tunjuk breasr, sekarang.... sapa je tak penah tengok breast aku. I mean pompuan lahh. Ergh stress.

Okk la gtg. Byeee

LONG JOURNEY STORY

Assalamualaikum =)

leave the baby story behind japp. want to tell kind of good news sikit lah. read my past past entry (kalau ada orang baca lah kan), i did tell yang im continuing my master. but after very longgggggg silent, here the story comes again. HAHA.

so tonight I'm finished with my chapter 5, last chapter. wait my supervisor to check them. wish not so many correction. amin. =)

siapkan thesis masa pantang is one of the at least good thing to do. HAHA. serious kalau tak sebab thesis i do feel very long gilaaa pantang ni. bila dok buat dengan kejar dateline apa semua, tetiba je dah nak habis. tapi orang advise patutnya rehat lah, tapi nak buat caneeee. cuma tolong doakan takde kesan buruk dihari datang. AMIN!

memang panjang journey master ni. daripada kereta kancil sampai tukar persona. daripada kerja part time saja nak isi masa, sampai dah kerja tetap pon. opss dari kerja tetap tu kontrak 1 year sampai dah habis kontrak pon. dari ada umi, sampai dah takde umi. dari hidup bujang sampai dah beranak 1. haha. yelah dari zaman dating dengan laki iols sampai dah kahwin dah macam orang tua tua dah sekarang. LOT OF THINGS! hopefully habislah untuk tahun ni. tak sanggup dah....

actually its fun! aku suka je fasa sambung belajar ni. cuma kalau takde dateline kee apa apa kan best. boleh jadi student seumur hidupp. ada mood nak menulis, menulis. takde rehat je. tapi selalunya takde lah kan... zzzz!

harap lepas ni aku tak berenti menulis- educational writing lah. short article pon jadi lah. Ya Allah kurniakan aku kerajinan.

PHD? dorang dah sebut sebut dah. aku....... nanti lah. so far belum ada keperluan. tapi teringin gak senananya nak study oversea bawak family. hehe.

harap dapat kerja dalam bidang yang sama, ECCE cuma different settings. aminnn! once really finish, will try to find the new work. inshaALLAH...


em ape lagi ekk... takde apa dah la. saja nak coret coret. doakanlaa dah nak habis. aminnn!


p/s: patut buat semua iv in english malam ni and references. tapi..... bagi la rehat kejap. penat lah! bye.