Last night before write my final word

Assalamualaikum :(

Sad day. Baby always has swing mood on my final day of something. Last time, when i want to see my sv on early morning she didnt sleep till 5.00am- her first time has bold hair, she feels uneasy to sleep. Kot.

And today. She sick. I didnt say im not grateful. But i learn thing from here. Dont ever ever ever do things last minute bcs im no longer ssingle. Im now a mother, which always have another body to stick around and to take care of.

And supposed i send my final word (last chapter) tomorrow. But baby is really not well. She's having flu and not having good sleep. And i..... have to stay by her side. But... i really want to end this (study). Sobs.

And tetibaa the husband ask me to iron his baju. Camana dia boleh suruh aku iron baju? Alangkan nak makan pon kena cepat. Sebab taknak baby menangis before habis makan. Mula la nak drama kan. Hmph

Seriously penat juga jaga baby kat rumah sendiri which the whole house is yours. Be responsible to it.

Kalau rumah nenek, at least nenek masakkan atau potongkan bawang. Duduk rumah sendiri.... semua buat lah sendiri. Duduk rumah MIL lagi laa tak reti nak buat apa. Rehat relax je. Balik rumah sendiri, hamek kauu!

Baby please be nice. Ayah and ibu still adjusting. Pray for us. Tskk. Byeee.

Boobs show

Assalamualaikum =)

Dont judge, read first k.

So now my baby is 34 days. I month little plus laa. Tiap hari pon ada benda baru yang dia akan buat. As the one who crazily love the development, human development especially, mesti laa iols excited.

So when she (aku kenapa la asyik rasa anak aku boy and always say him? Tskk) at 34 days, satu perangai yang aku perasan, she tends to minum susu lama lama. Oh seriously memang lama ye penah sampai sejam setengah. Sampai nak terpatah pinggang aku even baring pon.

Lepas tu kan bila dah siap hisap dia letak tgn dia kat breast atau bawah breast, sekali muka. So bila aku tarik breast dia akan sedar.

Maka terpaksa lah aku baring bagi jee dia hadap tetek lama lama. Tak boleh tutup yee. Haha. Kalo dia x nak minum pon utk dia pegang smp laa dia dah betul betul lena.

Haihh anak anakkkk...

Dulu segan kann nak tunjuk breasr, sekarang.... sapa je tak penah tengok breast aku. I mean pompuan lahh. Ergh stress.

Okk la gtg. Byeee

LONG JOURNEY STORY

Assalamualaikum =)

leave the baby story behind japp. want to tell kind of good news sikit lah. read my past past entry (kalau ada orang baca lah kan), i did tell yang im continuing my master. but after very longgggggg silent, here the story comes again. HAHA.

so tonight I'm finished with my chapter 5, last chapter. wait my supervisor to check them. wish not so many correction. amin. =)

siapkan thesis masa pantang is one of the at least good thing to do. HAHA. serious kalau tak sebab thesis i do feel very long gilaaa pantang ni. bila dok buat dengan kejar dateline apa semua, tetiba je dah nak habis. tapi orang advise patutnya rehat lah, tapi nak buat caneeee. cuma tolong doakan takde kesan buruk dihari datang. AMIN!

memang panjang journey master ni. daripada kereta kancil sampai tukar persona. daripada kerja part time saja nak isi masa, sampai dah kerja tetap pon. opss dari kerja tetap tu kontrak 1 year sampai dah habis kontrak pon. dari ada umi, sampai dah takde umi. dari hidup bujang sampai dah beranak 1. haha. yelah dari zaman dating dengan laki iols sampai dah kahwin dah macam orang tua tua dah sekarang. LOT OF THINGS! hopefully habislah untuk tahun ni. tak sanggup dah....

actually its fun! aku suka je fasa sambung belajar ni. cuma kalau takde dateline kee apa apa kan best. boleh jadi student seumur hidupp. ada mood nak menulis, menulis. takde rehat je. tapi selalunya takde lah kan... zzzz!

harap lepas ni aku tak berenti menulis- educational writing lah. short article pon jadi lah. Ya Allah kurniakan aku kerajinan.

PHD? dorang dah sebut sebut dah. aku....... nanti lah. so far belum ada keperluan. tapi teringin gak senananya nak study oversea bawak family. hehe.

harap dapat kerja dalam bidang yang sama, ECCE cuma different settings. aminnn! once really finish, will try to find the new work. inshaALLAH...


em ape lagi ekk... takde apa dah la. saja nak coret coret. doakanlaa dah nak habis. aminnn!


p/s: patut buat semua iv in english malam ni and references. tapi..... bagi la rehat kejap. penat lah! bye.