Monday, 9 November 2015

Random yet hurt

Assalamualaikum =)

Happy betol la aku cara cara keja sehari cuti sehari ni. Lain macam energy dia. Hikhik.

Last time masa miscarriage we just about 3 months kot kawin. Masa tu naik bukit sama sama belum buat lagi (ni pon belum buat lagi), puas kemas rumah pon belum lagi, barang barang dalam rumah pon belom complete lagi, banyakkk lagi belom. Now we start to feel, we can move forward.

We.. moja kalau aku tanya memang dia macam nak baby jugak, tapi dia hide as dia x nak aku guilty ke apa. Tapi i can tell la he is now ready as compared to before. Dia penah nak bawa his nieces jalan jalan. Nampak nauu he really want it.

Aku..... now a bit envy on people who waiting for the time, who having a baby. But part of me always say, ARE YOU READY?? scared! Tapi nak.

But the main probs now is MY MASTER! ish. Menyampahnyee lahai. Nak cepat habis, nak cepat habis. Huhuhu.

Hopefully we can have that rezeki soon. InshaAllahhhh

Only i can understand how's the feeling of married couple who havent get the baby yet. May Allah ease our matters. Amin

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