5 more days

Assalamualaikum =(

hish macam tak percaya. tapi rasa dia KOSONG sikit laa. bukan sebab kahwin paksa. tapi sebab......

I wish umi in the best condition. but Allah has a great and best plan which I'm not sure yet where's the Hikmah, but i know they must be something. InshaAllahhh.

"disebalik kesusahan, pasti ada kensenangan"- his word, recorded and proved.


so condition apa yer sekarang yang lagi 5 hari ni? PLAIN lagi. i still attending the KAP kursus. tsk. in one time i do feel like.. WHY CAN'T I TAKE A LEAVE AND FINISH THE WORKS?

tapi aku nampak hikmah dia. Allah pon tau kemampuan aku. sebab tu perancangan Dia macam ni.

doorgift tak masuk dalam beg pon lagi.
hantaran tak buat lagi.
rumah pon baru acah-acah kemas je.
inai tak beli lagi. hehe

tapi yang lain lain inshaAllah siap dah kot. rasanya kalau takde aral apa, inshaAllah sempat by Friday.

apart from all, mental, physical apa semua ni..... I do try prepare myself as I can do.nervous nak hidup berdua ni. aku dah biasa sengsorang, tetibaaaa....

mohon i can adjust them well. tapi one side of life tu rasa excited gak. kalau sebelum ni aku nangis sengsorang dalam keta lepas tengok umi, lepas ni maybe ada bahu nak tadah air mata. Ja, you boleh prepare baldi sesiap kot. I kuat nangis. HAHA.


ok lahh. dah nak kena turun untuk kursus. takde mood nak breakfast pagi ni. huhu. see yaa! doakan semua goes well and I can adjust my emotion well. oh ya most important appreciate those who help a lot. - i need a speech for this. huhu.


ok nah teaser baju nikah. thou takde orang kisah pon aku nak gak letak. HAHA.