Assalamualaikum :)
Im restraining myself to think even to talk about this. Since its not such an easy word or story to tell. But.. As i really want to keep it as solid memory, i will try to write something abt this. :(
Last year, umi was identified as having breast cancer stage 3. Right after identified the doc did the operation. She seems well after the operation.
We took turn for brought her to IKN for chemotherapy and another further treatment. She finished the radiotherapy and all last Nov. On her last day at radiotherapy, i said bye bye to IKN bcs i thought that was the last time.
Unfortunately......
On her next treatment after the last radiotherapy, doc identified the cancer still there and currently moving to the lung. I thought that was still normal.
But its not.
These few days, she not even picking up my phone, she cant speak. She has difficulties to speak as she very sick.
Last two days, she's sick again. She cant even breathe. So we went to Dr Zarina clinic. Dr called me and said... Her cancer now at the stage 4.
Let her be happy. Entertain her. Be with her. - i guess this is the advise for no hope patient. Is it?
Its very sad. I am about to get married in another few more days. Allah, berat ujian ni Allah..... Im still looking for the Hikmah and strengths for this. :(
Currently I'm at Hospital. She needs another treatment. She's very sick. I cant even sit next to her as its really sad to hear her hard breathing.
Allah please Allah gives her the best health. Put her in the best condition Allah... She needs your big big help Allah... Please Allah as you create the disease for reason, i hope you can cure it for good. Allah listen to our dua, we need you the Most Powerful creator. :(
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