Friday, 3 July 2015

You always in my mind.

Assalamualaikum ;(

Baby yesterday umi was so excited shared about my early pregnancy experience to papa friends. Tapi balik tuuu something not right just happen. I thought that was normal.

I went to hospital this morning, after few scans done, you no longer mine baby. Sedih sangat sebenarnya. Yelaa we both even have a food name for you.

We imagined you around us, your smile, how to raise you and all but suddenly with His will, you no longer in my tummy.

Sorry for be too active. Sorry for never eat veggie for you. Sorry for less pray and all. But we must trust His faith kan baby?

There must be the reason. Again sorry, i take this as the big lesson for my next chance to pregnant later, inshaAllahh.

You never be my troublesome. Having you for a while was my best memory. I meant it. Thank you baby.

And thank you Allah. SubhanAllah, Alhamdulillah, Allahuakhbar!

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