Destroyed by insecure friend

Assalamualaikum :)

There is someone i have to see her like everyday. As she is _____________.

Back then all was fine. While i'm finding my place, i guess she helped me. Feel like part of the community pon bcs of her.

BUT......

i'm not so sure. Either she used the hard jokes by undermining people or she really is. But not with others more on me. Ei geram

Its likeee whatever you wear is un-branded. Whatever you bought is cheap and hello dont use it. Your move is too cheap, your idea, personality is too bad. You have nothing good. You act like old fashioned and so many more.

At first i took it as jokes. But im totally in the bad condition right now. I used to didnt care at all about what others say for my outfit, my bag, my scarft but with this crazy-B i slowly care. Tension betol camnii.

I even cant decide what to wear for the next day as im destroyed. Bad you!

She didnt great at all. Never in once i look at her and i found her wow. Seriously. But she talked a lot. I blah blah blah. I dont blah blah blah. Euw thats cheap i blah blah. I never have blah blah blah. Which for me, if you great enough you dont have to tell, people will acknowledge it. As eyes understand more than ears.

Tapi tu laaaa. Im getting worst by now.

Tensionnyaaaaa!!!

Huh.