False alarm

Assalamualaikum

My period cycle a bit late for this month. At first we both quite scared for having a baby in this very early marriage. But when it a bit late, tah perasaan dari mana, tetiba we both excited.

We bought pregnancy test, try. Negative. Muka moja masa tu sedih, kecewa. Masa tu aku tau dia dah ready.

Takpee tak give up lagi, esok pagi pagi try lagi. Negative. Okk we both thought maybe not the right time to check yet. So takpee maybe lepas ni cuba lagi. Sekali... Okk dah period. Try again, never mind, belum rezeki.

Umi penah cakap she wants to look for a grandchild. That time, i said 'not yet umi, i have lot to manage' sedih umi. Apelaa aku. Huhu. :(

Tapi masa tu rumah pon takde lagi. Baru 2 minggu kahwin. Tido pon sana sini, i mean kadang2 rumah mak moja, kadang2 hotel, kadang2 rumah nenek. Merata.

Once we stay in our house, then only we feel ready. Yelahh, sebelum ni takde la berdua. Ramai orang sekeliling. Bila berdua, baru rasa ada ruang untuk baby kecik.

Sekarang inshaAllah dah ready. Pasal nak ada anak lepas ada master.... Hmm xpela thats too subjective. Tah bila tah nak siap thesis tu. Cuma lepas ni will be more rajin, inshaAllah..

Aku yakin dengan qada qadar Allah. Dia bagi ujian pada orang yang mampu lalui. Dia bagi rezeki pada yang layak. Dia memang penentu terbaik. Aku sangat yakin.

Ok lah. Tengah tunggu nenek fisio. Cuti lagi. Esok baru start kerja. Byee.